Sigoto

To tell the truth, I am a little frustrated now. That is not because I didn’t do well in the interview this morning, I tried my best, English is far more important than I thought. I was a little bit hesitated when she asked me whether I can talk with clients and other stuff freely in English. However, I realized that perhaps my personality is not adapt to a global bank like HSBC. The main problem is that I am not aggressive or proactive enough as they require. Otherwise, I would not say that I am lacking of confidence on talking in English, and I would say I can handle everything as long as working hard.

The manager asked me why I didn’t improve my English but decided to learn Japanese. That was a tough question. Irrespective of reducing the time spent on studying English, I learnt Japanese out of interest. I gained much joy from studying Japanese during the days, but now regret comes. Either language is not fluent, so both of them can’t be taken as an advantage while I am looking for a job.

Anyway, the manager implied me that I had passed this interview, and if I am able to pass another one via telephone or on paper I will get the ticket for internship. Although I am quite worried about it, Louis exerted himself in encouraging me to regain confidence; I appreciated all he had done for me, everything and everywords.

I have sought for every chance getting into society, except this time. Maybe I should adjust my attitude, or I can’t get through all of these.